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well i am back from vacation and back in nyc. it has been an interesting past couple months, i wont really get into it. but today reminded me why i dont like to spend sundays alone, why i dont like to spend my life alone.
my heart is shattered
depressed.
my life is nothing like i thought it was going to be. it is so true that with a blink of an eye your life can be turned upside down. in the past two months things have happened that i never thought possible. i was living so happily after graduating college in flordia with my boyfriend, we had an amazing house i had a good job and everything was perfect, then everything came out. he had been cheating on me while i was finishing school in NY. 8 months he was with a lot of other girls, even had another relatioship with the girl staying with him. that lasted a month till she found out about me. there were a million signs but i was so
scraps
Look at my Scraps
how do i get out of my head?
that last entry was so long ago. since then him and i have broke up. we lasted three months but all in all it was a better friendship. but oh well so once again here i sit alone. met a couple guys here and there. as awlays. this guy dario. who is chill i met when i went back home to maine he was up with one of my friends b.c it was her wedding and he was an usher. and i was the maid of honor he is mad chill but lives in TX but i guess they are all thinking about moving to SC so that is only 13 hours away. but him and i talk all the time so he is a good kid. as i say oh to often. then there is this kid james that i have been friends with for
sick , day #4
signs, i think those exist,.....i met a boy who eats salsa with his eggs :) just like me....he also eats raw potatos, like me and loves going barefoot, he sings and is a wonderful person, he cooks too :) he made me soup...i have been sick for about 4 days now with a fever he has been taking care of me, we have been getting along great, we will see where it is leading, i am taking things slow, i dont need to get hurt again.
so it is spring break, and i am stuck in Brockport home alone (except when he comes over, but he is home 30 minutes from here), and it is snowing like crazy out so no visitors today :(
my school is on this kick where they
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